semalam...

semalam iaitu tanggal 8 may, im supposed to go to kelantan..to see him again..maybe for the last time but there's no lucky on that day, the ticket was sold out, so i need to cancel my journey .. n i was stayed at budget hotel at pudu alone..it was a midnite..can u imagine how, me? a gurl stayed at there alone...hmmm..but thank god becoz the god save me from my ex. it is becoz my ex wanted to borrow my money juz wanna pay for his summons..then i think, y dun he ask from his wife? im wondering, y must u ask me to pay ur summons?then i realize mayb its true what my frends said bout him..mayb he wanna with me juz becoz of money..so sad..when i was in that hotel, im on9 through ym..then the foreigner was approached himself to me..then after a few minutes we were chat..he ask me to go out on that time..ok, i agreed becoz he said wanna bring me to take the dinner, but he juz accompany me to took the dinner, he refused to eat..im so blushing when he look at we while im ate the meal..im always keep asking him y do u look at me..i tried to cover my face but he still looked at me..i was think that he is same with my ex foreigner but he totally different.he never forced me to do smthg that i don't like, he respected my privacy, he is very caring n loving. In a short, he is very gentleman..i was surprised it..at the last nites when i was with him, i keep thinking about him,n i feel like fall in luv with him..but i cant have the feeling..its too bad for me..hmmm...